Leaving on a jet plane

I am so excited I am leaving on my trip March 19th and I will be gone two weeks. Two weeks of no children no husband just relaxing and chilling with friends I am so excited.

I am going to visit two friends one in Oklahoma and one in Arkansas. I cant wait.

Take that Verizon

I hate hate hate Verizon I thought it was my only option for internet cause I refuse to give up my directv or pay two tv bills.

I kept going back and forth do I deal with verizon or go without internet (not an option) then the solution hit me. I talked with bubba and we have agreed to split the internet bill.

I am getting Hughsnet yaaaaaaaaaaaaay. On Feb 25 they will come and install it. I am so happy. So a couple more days with internet here and there then I will be back on full time I cant wait.

Happy Birthday James

I am a bad bad bad mom January 28th was James birthday. I am late with this post I am so sorry James.

He is my go to boy if I need help hes right there to help me. I am proud of the man he is becoming he really loves his community and everyone tells me what a great helper he is.

He is a great big brother although his sister annoys him he is a great pet owner although I get frustrated with Pepper.

I cant wait to see what the future brings my sweet baby boy (yes you will always be my baby boy).

Anniversary

Saturday will be my 17th year anniversary yeah where has the time gone? I love my husband more then words he is a great guy and we have the same values hes just awesome.

This doesnt mean that we havent had our problems or there are days I want to do him in half our battle was won cause I adore his dad and adored my mil. She always said dont hold your mouth if your angry with him then tell him but be respectful about it no need to call names that just makes things worse.

One rule that I have always tried to keep is dont invite more people in the marriage then two of us. To me that means I dont go to my mom or Mikes dad with our problems I do talk to my friend but she is impartial and tells me to deal or move on.


And we need to be responsible with each other I have no secrets from him he has my email password and my voicemail password. Although he never checks them not that he has any reason to.

I also have his. He is coming home Monday night I cant wait he was to rent a car but instead bought me an anniversary present I am trying to be thankful but I would rather him rented the car. But thats life.

Our other rule is its to easy to walk way stay and fight. Here is to more anniversary's

Come on

Z pack come on do your stuff show the germs who the boss is. Yeah not much better well the throat is chest not so much. Again Z pack do your stuff how many days till spring?

Moving

I was over winter when fall arrived. I say snow is evil but I am rethinking that statement to add snow is evil and so is the cold and flu season. I still not feeling back to 100 percent S is sick with a sore throat and body aches and a high temp the flu loves my house for some reason.

J is not sick he may die for that or maybe not it will take to much energy to do him in and then dispose of the body.

The bears have the right idea of hibernating to spring. I could just pack my bags and move to the Bahamas yeah thats it here I come Bahamas.

Sleep or lack of it

I am trying to give up insominia but its not working last night I was up to 6 am the kids and my phone let me sleep till 1 pm. I find that today I am down as in depressed and this is important because I feel a lot better totally not healed but enough to say I am healing.

So I think that lack of sleep is messing with my mood. I have tried non caffinated tea given up soda (which wasnt hard since I dont drink much to begin with). Try not to watch interesting tv prayed to the sandman I really cant do a sleep aid with the muscle relaxer.

The doctor cant do a sleep study cause one needs to sleep in order for a sleep study to be effective.

I think I will just hunt down that evil sandman down and steal his sand. Is that a felony?

Better

I am finally starting to feel better or thats what I thought. I felt great yesterday so I decided to put on jeans and contacts and get out of of the house. I went into my Sister in laws Amandas house.

We had a great day fun lunch shopping a trip to Erie we got so lost but it was so funny I think there was an illegal right turn at one point.

Today achy and yucky feeling and so very tired maybe tomorrow will be better but I wouldnt trade it for anything.