Mike and his brothers and their dad decided last night around 5 oclock to end moms life support. Its 9 40 am as I am typing this going to grab a quick shower and head back into the hospital.
Its been 24 hours plus since I have had sleep and we wont talk about the foot.
But its worth it to make sure she is comfortable in her last hours. Please pray for us and for her to pass peacefully.
Thursday, May 7, 2009
Tuesday, May 5, 2009
Decisions
Today we cried and cried. Tomorrow decisions will be made. We are at the critical 72 hour period. She opens her eyes but does not focus any response she has is reflex.
Kidneys are still not flitering. I dont know what I am what them to decide I want her to die with dignity if that is Gods will, but I want her to have all the time in the world to heal.
She will be missed this is for sure.
Kidneys are still not flitering. I dont know what I am what them to decide I want her to die with dignity if that is Gods will, but I want her to have all the time in the world to heal.
She will be missed this is for sure.
Monday, May 4, 2009
cautiously Optamestic
Mike and J had a drs appt this morning we all have the same family dr Mike asked him how mom was and he said a little better but still very sick.
She made a little urine not enough but this is postive the kidneys still are not filtering they are going to give her till tomorrow night then start dylasis. She is maintaining her blood pressure on her own and she made poo twice.
She is still unresponsive most of the time but once in awhile she will open her eyes and look at you.
She does have fluid and mucus in her lungs she is still not breathing on her own enough for them to try to wane her off the breathing machine. Although her heartrate is down from yesterday which is good.
They did an eeg today and will do another ct scan tomorrow. We are hopefull but understand this can go either way. Keep us in your thoughts and prayers.
She made a little urine not enough but this is postive the kidneys still are not filtering they are going to give her till tomorrow night then start dylasis. She is maintaining her blood pressure on her own and she made poo twice.
She is still unresponsive most of the time but once in awhile she will open her eyes and look at you.
She does have fluid and mucus in her lungs she is still not breathing on her own enough for them to try to wane her off the breathing machine. Although her heartrate is down from yesterday which is good.
They did an eeg today and will do another ct scan tomorrow. We are hopefull but understand this can go either way. Keep us in your thoughts and prayers.
Sunday, May 3, 2009
Its not good
We went to bed around 3 am my phone started ringing at 730 my mom in law took a dramatic turn for the worse.
She climbed out of bed and immediatly went into cardiac and respitory arrest. Her kidneys are shutting down not what we wanted. So not what we wanted.
The boys and dad decided to let them do dylasis for two days and see where we are. I hope and pray she is better but it looks bad her blood pressure is low and she is so cold. I dont know what I will do if we loose her.
She climbed out of bed and immediatly went into cardiac and respitory arrest. Her kidneys are shutting down not what we wanted. So not what we wanted.
The boys and dad decided to let them do dylasis for two days and see where we are. I hope and pray she is better but it looks bad her blood pressure is low and she is so cold. I dont know what I will do if we loose her.
Saturday, May 2, 2009
My mother in law
My phone started ringing at 830 this morning its never good when it rings that early. It wasnt good this morning either I knew yesterday that my mom in law was not feeling well but my father in law said its nothing serious probably food poisoning.
Didnt think anymore about it till this morning when my sister in law called and said mom was in the hospital she called again at 10 30 and said nothing had changed.
In the meantime I am upset with my mom and she is upset with me and S. I told my mom that I didnt really want to deal wiht her temper tantrum (in hindsight no matter how old you are you probably shouldnt tell ones mom that). I got showered came downstairs and told Mike we should probably go see what was going on with his mom.
We took S with us and its a good thing we did Mike had to come back and get J. My dear wonderful sweet mom in law is in ICU with diabetic acidosis and severe pacreatitis they cant get her blood sugars down at all. I am asking for a favor
lurkers and my reg commenters please pray for her and me.
I am closer to her then my own mom. As we were all sitting in the ICU waiting room my brother in law commented that everyone was there and I said why not mom has always been there for us. All the grandkids and kids and wives since there are no girls in the family I can say wives.
My mom in law didnt call us daughter in laws she called us her daughters and treated us as such.
Didnt think anymore about it till this morning when my sister in law called and said mom was in the hospital she called again at 10 30 and said nothing had changed.
In the meantime I am upset with my mom and she is upset with me and S. I told my mom that I didnt really want to deal wiht her temper tantrum (in hindsight no matter how old you are you probably shouldnt tell ones mom that). I got showered came downstairs and told Mike we should probably go see what was going on with his mom.
We took S with us and its a good thing we did Mike had to come back and get J. My dear wonderful sweet mom in law is in ICU with diabetic acidosis and severe pacreatitis they cant get her blood sugars down at all. I am asking for a favor
lurkers and my reg commenters please pray for her and me.
I am closer to her then my own mom. As we were all sitting in the ICU waiting room my brother in law commented that everyone was there and I said why not mom has always been there for us. All the grandkids and kids and wives since there are no girls in the family I can say wives.
My mom in law didnt call us daughter in laws she called us her daughters and treated us as such.
Friday, May 1, 2009
Boots and proof I am not crazy
Boots did it again and this time I have pictures.
I have a question for my old readers at wordpress do yall remember the password. Tomorrow I am going to a password post.
Buford
Another jar of peanut butter fell victim to Pepper yesterday. I keep telling the children that live in this house to put it over by the breadmachine but I might as well talk to the wall for as much good as it does.
Apperently Pepper had help in the peanut butter cape Mr. Buford was so sick yesterday and everytime he threw up it smelled like peanut butter and he threw up everywhere. Couldnt even keep pepto down.
I was really worried last night thinking his stomach had twisted but he pooped so that relived my mind a little also ruled out an obstruction. I think he ate too much peanutbutter.
Today he is much better has kept a milk bone and some water down hasnt really tried to eat any food yet. I was so worried last night about him he snapped at the kittens and that is not him.
Its rainy and icky here I think we are going to take S out for supper J is at a freshman retreat.
Apperently Pepper had help in the peanut butter cape Mr. Buford was so sick yesterday and everytime he threw up it smelled like peanut butter and he threw up everywhere. Couldnt even keep pepto down.
I was really worried last night thinking his stomach had twisted but he pooped so that relived my mind a little also ruled out an obstruction. I think he ate too much peanutbutter.
Today he is much better has kept a milk bone and some water down hasnt really tried to eat any food yet. I was so worried last night about him he snapped at the kittens and that is not him.
Its rainy and icky here I think we are going to take S out for supper J is at a freshman retreat.
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