Friends and what they say

I have struggled in my younger years with my disability. I was teased and tormented by kids and teachers trying to make me walk correctly gym was a nightmare untill 10th grade I had a gym teacher who cared who realized making me do sit ups and push ups timed was a nightmare I couldnt do them. So she had me do other things.

I finally stopped caring what people thought of me and my uniqueness but I have always wondered what my purpose on this earth was ,am I just here to raise my children and to be a good wife which I enjoy.

Then the other night as we were getting ready to go to bed my phone rang it was my good friend Janna who lives in New Jersey and drove 8 hours just to sleep on my couch to head back to NJ the very next morning. She is a diabetic with a very bad cold she said bina ( her nickname for me) I feel drunk and my roommate thinks I am I said what did you have to drink? Her reply was nyquil.

I told her to check her bloodsugar she wasnt making sense and she kept saying no its ok I am just going to bed. I told her that her blood sugar was probably high and she might be having a diabetic emergency.

She took it cause I scared her it was 460 I told her that she had two choices she could either get to an er or I would call an ambulance and she could go the er with them after I told them what her blood sugar was. She told me she would go and I went to bed ( I know nice friend).

Janna called me this morning and said that I saved her life. If she had gone to bed with her sugar that high she may have not waken up. I think she gives me to much credit. But after that comment I have to think I have a purpose other then being a wife and mom. I also did this with my mom except hers was blood pressure.

I dont know how to explain that I know these things I just do. It just gives me chills sometimes.
I believe through computer or in real life we can show people we care. I need to remember this when I am having a bad day and want to hide like yesterday. Have a good day all.