Ropes class rears its ugly head again

Yesterday was J's drs appt and his doctor who has delivered him btw and he asked J what types of activities he enjoyed doing.

J told him about ropes rescue and how they are going to repell off a bridge in Franklin Pa and the dr responded how cool is that and then started talking their own language about repelling and how the drs friend ended upside down and needed rescued cause he walked instead of jumping.

I am thinking okay I dont want to know this. I dont like heights I couldnt even watch the directv guy install the dish on top of the house. The dr did promise to put J back together in case something went wrong.

This is hard for me but I am not letting J know this and I am happy that he will get this chance and not only is it fun but he will be able to rescue people that really need it.

Its hard watching him grow and not say are you out of your cotton picking mind to want to repell off something . He is also talking about taking more of these classes and repelling off really high buildings I think I will go buy hair coloring now cause I am going to need it.